殊不知先生 傷心/仿佛/很配合著我

4點 猛醒
接著 輾轉難眠
我猜 我是故意的

過年 這個交替且變數太多的詞語
總是 可以喚起我太多的不安
睡著了 也枉然

常常的 不知不覺的想
曾做過些什麽事
留下了什麽東西 在此時
答案是難以啓齒的
我給自己付之了太多愧疚
這個時候
我實在無法像多數情況下那樣原諒自己
是的我總是很容易原諒自己
樂意想象著自己只是軀空殼

我把這些忏悔的話
在心裡排演了幾回慈祥地說給自己聽
峰回路轉
我確實強大到又原諒了自己

我莞爾
我莞爾
我莞爾

到現在
我感覺自己販賣了耶稣
到這裡
愚鈍的我
我的愚鈍
成了我不想挽回無法回頭的理由

4點 猛醒
接著 輾轉難眠
我猜 我是故意的

Rose Melberg - Each New Day

Truly, madly don't you know
I hardly sleep anymore
Again it's after four
I go slightly crazy nightly
Thinking of how to win your love
But the best I can do is dream of you

If only sleep would come
Then I could hold you near
Until you disappear in the morning light
At least you were mine for the night

There's no other underneath my cover
But thoughts of you keep me warm
The whole night through

And even if there really is no place
Where dreams come true
My heart is still with you
But it's through star dust I imagine us

If only sleep would find me
I could hold you near
Until you disappear when
Each new day comes
To take you away

Vincent

Starry, starry night
Paint your palette blue and gray
Look out on a summer's day
With eyes that know the darkness in my soul
Shadows on the hills
Sketch the trees and daffodils
Catch the breeze and the winter chills
In colors on the snowy linen land
Now I understand what you tried to say to me
How you suffered for your sanity
How you tried to set them free
They would not listen, they did not know how
Perhaps, they'll listen now
Starry, starry night
Flaming flowers that brightly blaze
Swirling clouds in violet haze
Reflect in Vincent's eyes of china blue
Colors changing hue
Morning fields of amber grain
Weathered faces lined in pain
Are soothed beneath the artist's loving hand
Now I understand what you tried to say to me
How you suffered for your sanity
And how you tried to set them free
They would not listen, they did not know how
Perhaps, they'll listen now
For they could not love you
And still your love was true
And when no hope was left inside on that starry, starry night
You took your life as lovers often do
But I could have told you, Vincent
This world was never meant for one as beautiful as you
Starry, starry night
Portraits hung in empty hall
Frameless heads on nameless walls
With eyes that watch the world and can't forget
Like the strangers that you've met
The ragged man in ragged clothes
The silver thorn of bloody rose
Lie crushed and broken on the virgin snow
Now I think I know what you tried to say to me
How you suffered for your sanity
Then how you tried to set them free
They would not listen, they're not listening still
Perhaps, they never will..

The Blue Seeds - Outside The Rain Falls

Outside the rain falls
Outside the wind blows
This stormy weather
Got me down again

I can't find my way home
Had too much to drink
This feeling inside
Got me down again

But there's a star above
And it shines down on me
Oh, there's a star above
And it shines on me

All over town
City lights are blinking
My head is spinning
round and round again

But there's a star above
And it shines down on me
Oh, there's a star above
And it shines on me

Outside the rain falls
Outside the wind blows
I can't find my way home